Jennifer's In My Heart

Today you're turning 17; it is your special day. We never dreamed we'd celebrate your birthday quite this way. With flowers at your grave side, words you cannot hear. Broken hearts we've tried to mend; eyes that fill with tears.

An empty space within our soul; a hole within our heart. We miss you more than words can say; our lives are torn apart. I've gathered pictures from the past and looked at them awhile. The image clearest in my mind is of your radiant smile.

The love light shining from your eyes, still fills my heart with glee. The love and goodness of your heart still reaches out to me. Your courage, faith and trust in God, never seemed to cease. I close my eyes and pray to Him, who blessed you with such peace.

I wish that I could hold you Jen, if only for once more. And tell you that I love you though you've passed through Heaven's doors. I wish that I could thank you, for all you gave to me. I wish that we could talk awhile, of things you now can see.

There's so much more we want to say; so much we want to share. We want to know you're happy now, an angel shining there. Touching lives and reaching out; that always was your way. But we must simply know, my dear, you're safe with God today.

We know the Lord must share the pride, that overflows within. What a glory to His name, your ministry for Him. Even through your darkest hours, you protected me. Trusting God to see you through, things I refused to see.

Lifting me each time I fell, shielded by your love. Encouraging and urging me to turn my eyes above. To see the angels waiting there, to gently take your hand. Away from mine to lead you home, unto God's Promised Land.

The hope that let us fight so hard and help along the way. Replaced by knowing, darling Jen, we'll meet again someday. Until then, your memories will have to be enough. To lift us as you always did, whenever things got rough.

We'll see your face among the clouds, as sunlight filters through. We'll see you in each budding flower and every radiant bloom. We'll see you in each twinkling star that fills the sky with light. We'll see you in each sparkling snow that falls throughout the night.

We'll feel you in each gentle breeze, and feel you in the rain. That leaves wet drops, you used to wipe, across the windowpane. But most of all, we hope you know, we'll never be apart. Love made a special place for you, you're buried in our hearts.

With love to Jennifer

Written with love in dedication and memory of my precious daughter, Jennifer Lyn Mullenax
November 11, 1994

© - Judy Crawford

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